E-Mail to B

I wrote a very long email to B telling him how hurt I was by the way he talked to me today on the phone. Wow, I really have changed. This is not something I could have done 6 months ago. At this moment, I am not sure I can even remember what it was that I wrote. The old me, would be nervous and a little anxious about what will happen when he reads it. The new me knows it will all work out (for the best).

I was crying as I typed the email. I suspect there was a lot of unexpressed hurt which may have gotten healed by this process. I ended the email with two lines:

Hope you read this email. Just needed to clear the air.
The air does feel fresher and clearer.

1/7/03 B replied to my email with a couple terse lines. I am not sure he bothered to read what I wrote. Does it matter? I wrote it. So, I replied in non-common verbose manner (I think the reply was at least 10 paragraphs). No reply so far.