Year of the Dragon and Sadie with the blue eyes

REMEMBER THIS DATE: January 25, 2012....... While it is a good fortune year being the Year of the Dragon it sadly began with a very somber event, it is the day that we had to put our sweet little Sadie down. Oh what a horrific experience it's been......not knowing the right time, the right moment in which to take the life of the sweetest, grouch puss, and being put thru the wringer is no fun either. But, we moved forward in any case, no matter how much pain it would cause for all concerned.

But! Why are you crying?????? It's just a cat!!!! I've been saying goodbye to Sadie for days now, waiting for the right time. Is there ever a right time? NO! It is as the title of this blog implies---Life Changes and then we die....simple right? Not so simple it seems. It is never simple. Simple is too small a word to describe all the mixed feelings of love, confusion, happiness, sadness, memories, ...........needs, longing, unsaid words, words not decorated with a beauty of the mind to primp it up and make it look pretty.....words of encouragement, cheer and memory. We were told that we would know when it was the right time......I'll return to close this thought..when the right time appears.......and tell of how it looked.

Well it is after the fact of starting this post......and I think I've been crying every day since starting this post........I feel so numb inside my body, sadness overwhelms me,,,,,,,,,ADDED ON 3/4/12 Remember:a saying I heard to denote the sad. "There will always be pain, and the way to deal with it is to make room for it....think on this when you think of the pain.